(10/23/09) need to buy diapers; which lesbian can i impregnate?

(Entered in dream journal at 8:19 AM at Red Horse cafe in Brooklyn.)

Dream #1

I was outside at night, walking past the sides of buildings like small businesses or bodegas.

I thought of a baby I had left at home. I thought that the baby, which I had possibly left sleeping in a crib (or on top of a diaper-changing table) in a small closet, might have gone to the bathroom in the same diaper a number of times over the long period of time that I had been gone. I thought I'd need to change the baby's diaper when I got home. That thought was unpleasant, considering how messy I assumed the baby would be. I also thought that I'd need to get some diapers.

I may have stopped into a shop to get diapers. The shop was dimly lit with fluorescent light and felt painted and furnished with a lot of dull, sea-green-like color. It looked like a mechanic's shop.

Dream #2

I was in a bedroom with two women who were lovers. One of the women may have stood before a closet. The other woman stood on the other side of the bedroom. I was in between them, near the foot of the bed.

The woman facing the closet was acting shy. The other woman said, "Don't be afraid to ask him." She then said to me, "She wants you to make her pregnant."

I felt like there was a baby somewhere. I may have seen an image like a slide with blood on it, possibly with a tiny, wrench-shaped piece of metal above it.

I now lay near the head of the bed, across the bed so my head was at the right side and my feet at the left, pointed toward the closet. I faced the foot of the bed.

The not-shy woman lay across the bed in the opposite direction, also facing the foot of the bed. The woman had a short, square haircut. The woman was probably naked. I noticed the round, tight shape of her buttocks. I thought to myself, I'd rather be with you than with that other girl.