(10/23/09) need to buy diapers; which lesbian can i impregnate?

(Entered in dream journal at 8:19 AM at Red Horse cafe in Brooklyn.)

Dream #1

I was outside at night, walking past the sides of buildings like small businesses or bodegas.

I thought of a baby I had left at home. I thought that the baby, which I had possibly left sleeping in a crib (or on top of a diaper-changing table) in a small closet, might have gone to the bathroom in the same diaper a number of times over the long period of time that I had been gone. I thought I'd need to change the baby's diaper when I got home. That thought was unpleasant, considering how messy I assumed the baby would be. I also thought that I'd need to get some diapers.

I may have stopped into a shop to get diapers. The shop was dimly lit with fluorescent light and felt painted and furnished with a lot of dull, sea-green-like color. It looked like a mechanic's shop.

Dream #2

I was in a bedroom with two women who were lovers. One of the women may have stood before a closet. The other woman stood on the other side of the bedroom. I was in between them, near the foot of the bed.

The woman facing the closet was acting shy. The other woman said, "Don't be afraid to ask him." She then said to me, "She wants you to make her pregnant."

I felt like there was a baby somewhere. I may have seen an image like a slide with blood on it, possibly with a tiny, wrench-shaped piece of metal above it.

I now lay near the head of the bed, across the bed so my head was at the right side and my feet at the left, pointed toward the closet. I faced the foot of the bed.

The not-shy woman lay across the bed in the opposite direction, also facing the foot of the bed. The woman had a short, square haircut. The woman was probably naked. I noticed the round, tight shape of her buttocks. I thought to myself, I'd rather be with you than with that other girl.

(1/15/10) cake and pizza; rapid development

(Entered in dream journal at 6:30 AM on B-train into work from Brooklyn.)

Dream #1

I was probably in a small, suburban-style apartment with my old friend R. The light was dim and grey. I looked up at R from a very low angle, as if I were shorter than he.

We were having some kind of party, probably for R's wife L. There was a cake somewhere, a round cake maybe seven inches tall and fourteen inches in diameter, frosted with thick, sugary, white frosting -- though I feel like there was also some yellow coloration somewhere, as well. The cake had been cut already, I knew, and it was in a somewhat messy condition.

I either had eaten or was going to eat a lot of cake. I told R that after I ate the cake I wouldn't have anything else, as I was a light eater nowadays. R laughed and said, "Oh, you say that now. But I know you. As soon as you finish the cake, you'll look over at the pizza and say, 'Hm... that looks pretty good.'"

I thought to myself, with interest, Oh! Are we really having pizza, too?

Dream #2

A view of a living room, possibly in a smallish apartment with brown carpet. I heard, as if in voice-over, either the voice of my co-worker CW or someone talking about CW, mentioning CW's new baby. The baby was apparently reaching developmental stages very quickly. The baby was now even trying to walk.

I could see a baby at first in a (blue?) blanket in the room. The baby did some rolling around or somersaulting on the blanket and was now much taller, as tall as an eight-year-old boy (?). But the baby had the look of a man.

The narrator may probably now have been talking about what a good mother CW was, since she could facilitate such rapid development in her child.