Showing posts with label courtyard. Show all posts
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Monday, February 18, 2013

(8/26/07) spoiling the candy tray

(Entered in paper journal at 6:15 AM on Q-train from Brooklyn to Manhattan.)

Dream #1

I was flying over an enormous courtyard of grey flagstone. It was early morning. The sky was grey-blue. I flew to the front end of the courtyard and down some steps. The courtyard might have been for the campus of a university. It was empty except for two or three people in a group.

As I flew over I heard a woman in the group tell a man in the group, "That's him! That's the one XXXXX was talking about. He can do drawings for our show. Go talk to him."

I had now landed on the stairs and was walking down the steps, to a small corridor and another courtyard. Some time had passed, but nobody had approached me. I thought, I could have volunteered my help. After all, I'd heard them talking about me. I walked back up the stairs.

(Now that I think about it (i.e. upon entering this dream into the paper journal), there might have been three open areas and two staircases, and while hearing the people speak I had flown through the first and second areas.)


I now flew up to a tunnel after (instead of before) the first area. On the wall to my left was a bulletin board. There was a weird character drawn on the board. He may have been depicting an Italian man with a big mustache and a tall top-hat. The drawing was done almost haphazardly. It was for either a play or a restaurant called Rice.

I thought, If this drawing is what the people were talking about, then I've missed my chance. If not, then I need to find those folks and talk to them.

I walked back down the steps and to the steps to the lowest level. As I descended the steps to the lowest level, a woman like KG, a head person at a New York City park I'd worked at during my Americorps program, called for me.

I turned to look up at KG. She was carrying a big tray of desserts. She walked down to meet me. We walked, in the golden morning sunlight, down the steps to a walkway like a red-cinder running track with lawn on either side.

KG told me, "I made" (or got?) "these new desserts. Try one. I figured I'd give you one to try that's the same kind as the one I try."

KG handed me a little white circle with a brownish, jellybean-like object at its center. KG then handed me the entire tray of candies and rushed ahead.

I wanted to try what KG had given me. But, looking at the tray -- a lightweight, ornate, silver tray, almost circular, with all the candies slid and piled awkwardly to one side, I can't remember which -- I saw a chocolate candy like the one KG had given me. I ate that candy instead of the one KG had given me.


The candy was weird. It had a thin skin that burst open, letting out chocolaty goo. I looked at all the other candies. I wanted to try more, but I couldn't remember whether the candies were each specifically needed for some special event. I now worried that, by eating the candy off the tray instead of eating the candy KG had handed me, I had messed up KG's event.

I thought about making up an excuse. I thought, I'll eat the candy KG gave me, as well. That way KG will at least know I ate the proper candy, even if I also ate an improper piece of candy.

I was now down on the red-cinder track. The track had somehow filled up with people who were jostling me this way and that.

I now thought I could excuse myself for missing one of the pieces of candy by saying that I had gotten knocked about so much on the track that I may have accidentally lost one or two pieces of candy. I thought I would throw away a couple more pieces of candy, just so the situation would seem "more realistic." The first things I thought I should throw away were a couple of pretzel sticks.

Sunday, February 10, 2013

(10/20/07) woman in the treetops; the sick cat cart

(Entered in paper journal at 4:08 PM at Starbucks on Houston Street and Hudson Street in Manhattan.)

Dream #1

I ran through a courtyard like in a stone castle at night. I flew up at some point to move as I needed to go. I flew up into trees. I was amazed that I was flying, but I told myself to remain calm so I would keep flying.

At some point a woman in the treetops reached out at me. I turned as I flew to see who she was. She snuck back into the trees, giggling.

Dream #2

It was daytime. I may have been sitting in a grocery cart. I didn't see too much around me. My mom pushed the cart down a street, possibly down the middle of the street, going down a hill. My mom's best friend T walked beside my mom, possibly to her left.

In the cart with me was a cat. The cat may have lain under a white sheet. My mom and T spoke with each other about the cat, either about how the cat was dead or about how sick it was. I thought, They aren't taking good enough care of it!

I saw the cat. It had orange fur that was pale, as if even the fur were sick. The cat lay as if dead. Then it was standing, walking around limpingly, as if it were very sick. I thought, If my mom and T can get this cat somewhere soon enough, they can save it.

The cat looked at me. It had round eyes that were a milky grey throughout, with no pupils (like cataracts?). The cat then lay again as if dead.