(5/6/07) getting worse and worse at throwing

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Dream 1

I was in a baseball field or an open field/lawn on a sunny morning. I threw a baseball to a man who stood down the field a somewhat far distance. The man was a little fattish and wore sunglasses and a baseball cap. I was surprised that I had thrown the ball all the way to the man.

I threw the ball again but somehow I messed up. I tried to throw the ball again, but I hesitated. I was sure I wouldn't make the throw again. I called to the man, "I didn't get the right swing behind the throws!"

I was afraid to throw and fail. I was almost paralyzed. I cocked my arm to throw, but my hand went completely numb. I looked down to the ground to my right (I had been using my right hand to throw). I saw the ball. I tried to pick it up. I couldn't. I looked at my hand and was surprised by the whole thing.