(Entered in paper journal at my friend R's house in Brooklyn.)
Dream 1
I was on a field with some young guys who had attacked me with something like clear baseballs. I was close up in the guys' faces. The guys lay on the ground. I had attacked them in return. They now seemed knocked out or dead. But now the guys shouted at me somehow, like they had only been pretending to be out or like they were shouting from outside their bodies. Either way, they were trying to ridicule and frighten me.
Now I looked at a magazine article about a young woman who had, at maybe only nineteen or twenty years of age, gotten the death penalty. A few of the photos in the articles were like videos. Some showed the woman going to the electric chair. One may have showed her dead. A chilling one at the end showed her walking away from one interview -- it was strange to see a picture of her dying or dead right beside one of her before death.
Another series of photos, all squares one-third inch to a side, maybe twelve squares across the top of a page, showed the woman's progression into insanity. In all the photos, the woman wore blue jeans and a magenta, v-neck shirt. She often wore sunglasses.
In an early photo in this series, the woman stood by the bed of a pickup truck. The woman's hair was short and feathered. The woman had a kind of homely, lower class look. She always looked intimidating, but I think I was in love with her. I might have known her personally. As the photos progressed, the woman got skinnier, less intimidating, but more haunting. In one, where she smoked a cigarette, she looked to be about fifty years old.
Now I read or "got" the story. The woman, at the time of the last photo, was attacked by a group of young men and women, each of whom had a deadly weapon. The woman had been holding the receiver of an old, rotary-style, wide-base phone.
The woman used the receiver to relieve every person of their weapon. Then she killed every person with the receiver.
The law ruled that the killings were done maliciously and not out of self-defense. So the woman was sentenced to death.
a work in progress -- transcribing my dream notebooks, from march 2004 to march 2010, onto the internet
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Saturday, February 25, 2017
(12/29/05) murder by self-defense
(12/30/05) why aren't you calling?
(Entered in paper journal at 6:24 PM at Flying Saucer Cafe in Brooklyn.)
Dream 1
I was kneeling down in a dim, shag-carpeted room. My mom stood behind me. I got some message from my friend KB asking me about something I'd forgotten. It was plain the call was more about KB just wanting to talk again, wanting to reconnect as a friend. I'd thought, I have to call her. But I had waited and waited.
Now KB called my mom's phone: a beige, rotary, wall-phone. As my mom spoke I realized who it was she was talking to. I felt ashamed for having waited so long to call KB. My mom handed me the phone. As KB spoke I think I was trying to formulate an excuse for not having spoken with her in so long.
Dream 1
I was kneeling down in a dim, shag-carpeted room. My mom stood behind me. I got some message from my friend KB asking me about something I'd forgotten. It was plain the call was more about KB just wanting to talk again, wanting to reconnect as a friend. I'd thought, I have to call her. But I had waited and waited.
Now KB called my mom's phone: a beige, rotary, wall-phone. As my mom spoke I realized who it was she was talking to. I felt ashamed for having waited so long to call KB. My mom handed me the phone. As KB spoke I think I was trying to formulate an excuse for not having spoken with her in so long.
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