(2/17/09) troublemakers at slumber party cafe; astral hallway encounter

(Entered in paper journal at 9:35 AM at Starbucks at Twenty-ninth Street and Park Avenue in Manhattan.)

Dream #1

I came into a cafe which may have been on a narrow corner. The place was more like a bar, but it also had grey-white carpet. The walls and bar may have been black wood. My family all lay on the floor, under blankets.

A pretty, blonde girl stood behind the bar. She said, "Looks like your family was going to meet you here, but they decided to sleep here after all."

I may have looked around to see the place full of people sleeping. I thought, It must just be a popular thing for people to sleep here like this.

I may have started walking up a staircase that had a view (to my left) of the "cafe" below. I may have been talking with my mom, possibly about what  nice place this was.

Somehow, possibly by a radio, we heard that some killers on the loose. My mom said, "We need to protect everybody."

I walked back down the steps and to the front door. I said, "Well, the first thing we need to do is lock the front door." I may have locked the door and then walked back up the steps. Other people may have been waking up.

Now three or so people, like the adults in a troublesome, low-income family, walked through the front door. I knew they were no good. I thought they might have been in my brother-in-law's family.

I didn't know how these new people had gotten in. I had locked the door so nobody could get in. The kids were politely saying hi to the new people. I wondered if the kids had let the new people in.

The people had mock-innocent looks on their faces, like they were looking for precisely the right place to cause trouble. They were about to head through a door to the kitchen.

I hurried down the stairs and stopped the people right in front of the door. My mom may have come out of the kitchen.

I asked the people who they were. They looked up and away, walking somewhere else. I stopped them again. This time they may just have been two men, maybe Italian, wearing bright green and purple suits (like the red suit Screamin' Jay Hawkins wore in the movie Mystery Train).

I grabbed one of the men by the lapels and let him go. He stopped. I said, "Tell me who you are! I know you think I'm nobody, that I'm just some kid that you don't need to worry about. But I'm somebody! I am -- or, I was..." My speech drifted off as my mind began to wander a bit. "... a researcher, a stock researcher... on Wall Street."

The man I'd grabbed nodded and said, "Oh, is that so?" like he liked me and didn't want me to feel bad, even though he knew that what I had been didn't matter anymore.

I physically wandered off now, still kind of talking to the people, like they were troublemaker friends of mine, whom I liked and looked up to but really didn't want around me anymore.

Dream #2

I was in a living room. I lay on the floor in golden sunlight. The room was like in a double-wide trailer. I lay on my stomach with my head pointed toward a small TV that stood on an unstable tray, like the trays people would eat their TV dinners from while sitting at a chair in front of a TV.

I lifted out of my body and was floating at a strange angle so that I couldn't really see anything around me. It took me a few seconds to realize I was out of my body. I thought, If I'm out of my body, I shouldn't just hang here in one place like this. I should try to go somewhere.

I tried to move, but as I did, I was pulled more and more back into my physical body. I told myself to relax and try to move.

My vision went dark and I felt a lot of rushing all over my body. I was in a lying position, on my back, so I thought I was back in my body. But I thought, If I were in my body, I would be lying on my stomach (at this point in my life, I generally fell asleep lying on my stomach). I also thought, Even if I'm in my body, I'm still feeling strange sensations. So I might as well relax and pay attention to them.

I was now floating, in a lying position, on my back, feet first, down a dark hallway. I flew just a few inches above the ground. The hallway had dark walls. There were a lot of doorways, and warm shafts of light glowed from each one.

I stopped flying at a doorway. A woman who may have looked like my mom sat on the floor in the doorway. The woman sat cross-legged and may have had a child in her lap. The child may have been nine or ten years old. The woman may have been wearing blue and red robes, like the robes a woman would wear in a Renaissance painting.

(3/2/09) lingerie over my pants

(Entered in paper journal at 8:33 AM at Starbucks on 29th Street and Park Avenue in Manhattan.)

Dream #1

I was in a building that was supposed to be the offices of my old job. I'd been up on a floor, probably with a group of my co-workers. I had gone down to the first floor, possibly having even left the building. I had come back into the building now. The walls were blue marble with white veining. The ceilings were very high. The place felt like a fancy restaurant. The room was long and rectangular.

I was alone in the room. I may have been hovering swiftly, maybe about one foot above the ground. I wore a sweater and jeans (the sweater maybe horizontal stripes of various colors). Over the jeans I wore a woman's half-slip.

I turned left into another room, which was like this room. At a nearby set of tables to my left were executives from my job, including the CEO K. They all looked over at me. I could tell they thought I was weird because I was wearing a half-slip.

I turned right and went up a thinnish, curving staircase. I thought, But can't the executives see I'm not just wearing this half-slip? I'm wearing jeans underneath. And besides, even if I look weird, aren't the executives impressed that I'm flying instead of walking up the stairs?

I was on an upper floor which was a cavern of walls of green marble with white veining. I couldn't remember what floor I was actually supposed to go to.

I was back at the first floor again. I may have stood in front of some computer kiosk, which was just a keyboard and a screen on a thin pole. I had to enter my name or user ID and password to get past this point in the building. But the computer would tell me what floor I was supposed to go to. But I was drawing a complete blank. I couldn't remember my password at all.

(9/28/09) everybody plays the fool

(Entered in paper journal at 9:04 AM at Red Horse cafe in Brooklyn.)

Dream #1

I was on a subway train with a group of friends, including people from the job I had been laid off from at the beginning of the year. The train looked like the dream-train from Neon Genesis Evangelion. It was very classical looking. It may have been flooded with sunlight at the beginning, but eventually it was lit by a whitish fluorescent light.

I spoke with my old co-worker DE for a couple of minutes, probably apologizing for something. But DE told me I didn't need to worry about it. He may have told me that whatever I was apologizing for was something everybody did. To prove his point, he may have told me a story about when he had done something very similar.